Strong Person

I have been and will be a strong person...
Physically I am not...
But emotionally I am...
I can always overcome my emotional problems...
Unless if depression sets in...
For those who never had any depression, you don't understand...
The constance sadness that you felt without any reason, the constance thoughts of something bad happening to your family..
The time spent on starring into space...
The countless sleepless nights...
The countless silent tears flowing thru the night...
I couldn't get out of it at first, but then I knew there was something wrong with me and I had to get help..
Eventually I did.
Finally I manage to get me a job which occupied my time..
And now I am well again.
Those time have taught me to become stronger...
Now I believe, what will be will be..it is call FATE

Crystal Bracelet

I just received my custom made Swarozski crystal from my friend Raiyan..
Wow!!!! So glittery and shiny!!! It was worth every cent of my money..
Oh yes..I also bought one for my mum. Mine is purple tone while my mum is silver.
Well, I guess women is still women. You can't escape from loving beautiful things.
Hmm..wonder if I can buy another colour and design next month? Have to see my budget first..

Bad day...

I just feel terrible this morning...
Last night something strange happened. I had just finished washing the dishes and then had my dinner. 5 minutes later when I went back into the kitchen, there was a pile of the dishes again in the sink. I was stunned!!! I mean..I coudln't believe what my eyes seeing...I just left the kitchen 5 minutes, and the sink is full again of dishes. I asked my sisters, my brother & my mother if they had put the dishes in the sink, but the denied doing so.
So I just went back to the kitchen and wash the dishes..On closer inspection, I saw that the dishes are clean ones. I was puzzled, because the rack where the I put the clean dishes are not close to the sink, so I've ruled out the dishes falling into the sink. Furthermore, there are some glass mug in the sink too. So if anything falls into the sink, it would've made a ruckus...
Creepy...who did it? I don't know..and I don't want to know...

This morning I just woke up from a very bad dream. I dreamt I was in a forest with friends, there were lots of people too..the forest were some sort of a recreation park. Then I reach a certain spot near a river. Suddenly I saw a cobra of silver-yellowish colour swimming in it. I said to my friend to stop as we don't want to disturb the snake. Suddenly the cobra lunge at me!!! Due to fear, I caught the cobra's head and squeeze it so hard, that the venom came out. I was shouting for help to my friends, but then I woke up..I could still feel the hot venom on my hand as it was real...

In Malay culture, it is said that if you dreamt of being strike by a snake, you're getting married. But in my case I don't believe so. I thought the snake was very angry with me...
I don't know...I hadn't had a good night sleep in a while and my body aches...

Yuckssss

Assalamualaikum...

Few days ago I saw a TV commercial or singing if you might call it, regarding clean toilets. I don't know about you but I do feel it was quite pathetic to produce a song about toilets. It reflects back the mentality of us, the citizen of Malaysia. But in truth some of us DO NOT KNOW HOW TO USE A TOILET. They don't know how to use the flush, clog the toilet with rubbish and sanitary pads, don't even know how to clean up after using it for that matter.
I don't like going to public toilets as it stinks, it's horrible and it's yucky..But now I've seen some better toilets but at a price. You want clean and un-smelly toilets? Go pay RM2 and you'll have a toilet with a butler to boot. Heck, we don't have to pay if only we know how to keep the toilet clean and not smelly.
I guess the majority of Malaysian are not brought up to clean their toilets at home. I would've have guess it'll be the mother or the maid doing regular cleaning of all the toilets at home. Me? I CLEAN MY OWN TOILET. So guys...go clean your own toilets, then you'll learn how to treat the public toilets like your own and don't have to pay a cent for it.

Cobwebs

Assalamualaikum...

Ya Allah!!! I'm gathering cobwebs at my blog nowadays. I'm so busy that I hardly even have time doing this thing. It's been what? 3 month?...Anyway..there's nothing much to tell...unlike Dr. El who has many wonderful stories to tell. I guess when your work environment revolves around people, you have many stories to tell...But me? Hmm...I can't tell much. Wondering if the layman understands any of the stories I'm telling anyway...It involves the building industry..So I guess only the engineers, the quantity surveyors, the architects and landscaper understand what I'm implying...other than that you may consider it a duck and hen talking to each other.
It's not that I'm saying I can't explain the beauty of architecture to the layman, it's sometimes the layman doesn't appreciate beauty in whatever form it is...

Anyway, I can only make people appreciate the detail and beauty thru photos. As they say...

A picture tells a 1000 words