It's Really Hard

Assalamualaikum,

I just got back from Mersing, Johor after a 5-day holiday in my mother's kampung. Really the holidays does give me some respite from the realities I'm facing.

Coming back, I do feel there are some issues that are not resolved.

It's hard actually. Now I'm not sad, I'm just plain angry at those who cause me this distress & hurt. I really am.

I'm angry at Mr. M who started this mess who says that he had no intention of hurting me, but his action is the opposite (then what was your intention really?), I'm angry at Mr. R for lying to me (you are one big fat LIAR - May Allah repay your deed on earth very soon!).

There.. I said it.

Ok now I'm sad...